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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 6:19 AM
a rant,

so its been a while, huh. Well, im alive, quite alive, actually :] Just letting you guys know i cleaned out my gallery, so that's why half the stuff has dissapeared. &i don't even know if i should dare bring it up, but yes, im still trying to re-vamp 'Sharing' and get it back up, but don't hold your breathe (you've given up anyway, aye?). It's just extremely difficult for me to

a) find time to write
b) find time to write
c) find time to write
d) actually write again
e) actually write again without critisising every damn word i put down
f) finally and most importantly; find inspiration, and 'the knack' *see below

*writing was a big part of me, it was my coping mechanism when i needed, well, support. I had issues and it let me vent creatively. Now that i've overcome those issues (mostly?)..it's difficult to get back into the same mindset.

Anyway, like i said, it might happen, but it probably wont.

&what you've missed;

*I got a job which pays $10.57 an hour with extra for sundays/ph.
*I GOT A JOB (in case you missed what a miracle the above is..)
*I made some new friends (ily all).
*I fell in love with a guy. Yes, underline was nessecary..it was dramatic to say the least. I swear i was 98% gay..but whatever, im happy :]
*I 'came out' to my friends as bisexual, but hey, i never really hid it.
*Mindykins had to be put down, but she lives on in our hearts.
*I failed biology and barely passed legal. Not 'cause im dumb, just 'cause im lazy, :|
*I began a savings account which will, in time, take me first to NSW and then to Aachen, GERMANY BABY(ily elephant&crow).
*I ate a piece of tomato, and yes, i still hate it.
*I discovered that kfc actually doesn't taste like shit.
*I passed advanced math, but failed the exam. Twice.
*I fell in love(ish) with a teacher, and she left.
*I made a deal to keep in contact with said teacher, which is amazing, for me.
*I discovered gLee.
*I bought too many soft toys.
*I broke down.
*I half-slipped-up.
*I recovered.
*I bought new bathers.
*I discovered BIG BANG THEORY (ily leonard <3).
*I discoveres PostSecret and DAS.
*I discovered TWLOHA.
*I found a tonne of amazing music.

& i discovered that rescue is possible.

ps. no idea how to use these skins, but they're pretty funky ;]


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  • Mood: Egghead
  • Listening to: inner universe- yoko ono
  • Reading: nothing, strangely
Skin by `ginkgografix

'09

Wed Dec 31, 2008, 5:47 PM
happy new year (:

no new years resolution of course, but im looking forward to a fresh start :L

anyway, im redoing Sharing at the moment so that's why it's down for now ;]

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  • Mood: Egghead
  • Listening to: Iron&Wine- Flightless Bird, American Mouth

wa-wa-wa-wa-waterloo

Sat Dec 6, 2008, 1:18 AM
^on another abba phase :D

well,
70 deviations,
so i thought i'd do a journal :D

im eating spaghetti bolognaise,
AND YOU'RE NOT
owned.

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  • Mood: Egghead
  • Listening to: honey, honey- ABBA

who's there?

Tue Nov 11, 2008, 4:00 AM
lovelovelove this song (:

A second, a minute, and hour, a day goes by.
Im hopin' just to be by your side.
Im turnin' the handle
it won’t open.
Don’t make me wait, cause right now I need your smile.

Chorus:
Knock Knock
When life had locked me out, I turned to you
so open the door.
You’re all I need right now its true.
Nothin' works like you.

Little louder x3 knockin'
Little louder x2

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart.
I’ve tried it but they all leave me cold.
So now im here waiting to see you,
my remedy for all that’s been hurting me.

Chorus

You seem to know the way
to turn my frown upside down
you always know what to say
to make me feel like everything’s ok.

Little louder x3 knockin’ (x3)
Little louder x2

Chorus x2

Little louder x3 knockin'
Nothin' works like you, oh oh
Little louder x3 knockin'

Chorus

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  • Mood: Egghead
  • Listening to: Knock Knock- Lenka
  • Reading: BLACKCEST

I want my money back

Tue Nov 11, 2008, 1:38 AM
mmm,
feeling kinda unsettled right now,
i kinda don't know why,
well i do,
but its not like im going to tell you.

--
dear you,
i think i know,
please talk to me about it,
love me
--
dear you,
yeah,
so get a life,
love me
--
dear you,
im happy for you,
and you'll be fine (:
love me
--
dear you,
yes,
i brought dear you's to DA
DONT LAUGH AT ME,
too late?
thought so:P,
love me
--

So what happened today?
hmmm
oval walk was pretty good:P
catwalk on the cricket pitch,
ahhh my dear leaf, we refuse to grow up XD

Going to get so hot tomorrow,
like 30 degrees (celcius..) or something,
freaking uniforms,
gahh.

POLANSKIS MACBETH IS ACTUALLY WORSE THAN THE FREAKING BOOK.
actually,
no,
but you get the idea :)

freaking ticketek i SWEAR,
only release tickets to wicked up til jan 18th,
or something like that,
GIVE US THE NEXT BATCH OF TICKETS YOU BUM

bye all xx

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  • Mood: Egghead
  • Listening to: The Show- Lenka
  • Reading: BLACKCEST
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