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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 6:19 AM

a rant,

_{so its been a while, huh. Well, im alive, quite alive, actually :] Just letting you guys know i cleaned out my gallery, so that's why half the stuff has dissapeared. &i don't even know if i should dare bring it up, but yes, im still trying to re-vamp 'Sharing' and get it back up, but don't hold your breathe (you've given up anyway, aye?). It's just extremely difficult for me to

a) find time to write
b) find time to write
c) find time to write
d) actually write again
e) actually write again without critisising every damn word i put down
f) finally and most importantly; find inspiration, and 'the knack' *see below

*writing was a big part of me, it was my coping mechanism when i needed, well, support. I had issues and it let me vent creatively. Now that i've overcome those issues (mostly?)..it's difficult to get back into the same mindset.

Anyway, like i said, it might happen, but it probably wont.

&what you've missed;

*I got a job which pays $10.57 an hour with extra for sundays/ph.
*I GOT A JOB (in case you missed what a miracle the above is..)
*I made some new friends (ily all).
*I fell in love with a guy. Yes, underline was nessecary..it was dramatic to say the least. I swear i was 98% gay..but whatever, im happy :]
*I 'came out' to my friends as bisexual, but hey, i never really hid it.
*Mindykins had to be put down, but she lives on in our hearts.
*I failed biology and barely passed legal. Not 'cause im dumb, just 'cause im lazy,
*I began a savings account which will, in time, take me first to NSW and then to Aachen, GERMANY BABY(ily elephant&crow).
*I ate a piece of tomato, and yes, i still hate it.
*I discovered that kfc actually doesn't taste like shit.
*I passed advanced math, but failed the exam. Twice.
*I fell in love(ish) with a teacher, and she left.
*I made a deal to keep in contact with said teacher, which is amazing, for me.
*I discovered gLee.
*I bought too many soft toys.
*I broke down.
*I half-slipped-up.
*I recovered.
*I bought new bathers.
*I discovered BIG BANG THEORY (ily leonard <3).
*I discoveres PostSecret and DAS.
*I discovered TWLOHA.
*I found a tonne of amazing music.

& i discovered that rescue is possible.

ps. no idea how to use these skins, but they're pretty funky ;]}

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Mood: Egghead
Listening to: inner universe- yoko ono
Reading: nothing, strangely

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~scaryzwer Nov 16, 2009, 9:21:32 AM

welcome back. i hope your inspiration will get back soon and that you'll be able to write again

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"I've always been misrepresented. You know, I could dress in a clown costume and laugh with the happy people but they'd still say I'm a dark personality." - Tim Burton

~megzlilpegs Nov 16, 2009, 6:32:12 PM

_{aw, thankyou, i hope so too ;]}

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~Bucketheadbenny Nov 19, 2009, 1:33:56 AM

postsecret (Y)

~megzlilpegs Nov 19, 2009, 2:43:03 AM

_yup

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~scaryzwer Nov 24, 2009, 5:10:32 AM

you're welcome (:

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"I've always been misrepresented. You know, I could dress in a clown costume and laugh with the happy people but they'd still say I'm a dark personality." - Tim Burton